"how u been?" lyrics

Well, okay then
Are we just gonna sit here and pretend
And act like this ain't awkward ever since
We called it off
I've been holding back some thoughts
And all you have to say is how you been?

Baby, I've been fucking miserable
I wish I was dead
I've been drinking every night
Because it helps me forget
I've been sleeping in your hoodie
Wishing we never met
I would say that if I could
But I'll just say I'm good
How you been?

It's just my luck
Running into you on my night off
And you're with your new girlfriend that you love
It makes me nauseous
That she got what I wanted
And all that I can do is bite my tongue

Baby, I've been fucking miserable
I wish I was dead
I've been drinking every night
Because it helps me forget
I've been sleeping in your hoodie
Wishing we never met
I would say that if I could
But I'll just say I'm good
How you been?

Baby, I've been fucking miserable
It tears me apart
And I wish I could move on
But I don't know where to start
I think part of me will always wanna
Be where you are
I would say that if I could
But I'll just say I'm good
How you been?