"If You Died Today" lyrics

Been through all five stages
Grieving comes in phases
Swear I see you in a crowd
Then it's somebody else
Know it's been two years now
But I still don't know how
I can leave us in the ground
Six feet down

I still think about you all the time, and it's strange
'Cause none of my friends even know your name

If you died today
My life wouldn't change
'Cause you haven't been in it
Since the night you walked away
Would your mother call
Would I even know at all
Even though we're strangers now
I know my heart would break
If you died today

Turned from all I wanted
Into something haunted
Faster than the word goodbye
Ever crossed my mind
It's not fair
I swear you're right there
Every time I close my eyes

But if you died today
My life wouldn't change
'Cause you haven't been in it
Since the night you walked away
Would your mother call
Would I even know at all
Even though we're strangers now
I know my heart would break
If you died today
If you died today

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

If you died today
My life wouldn't change
'Cause I already miss you
Like I'm sitting at your grave
Your mom wouldn't call
And it wouldn't be her fault
I hate how I'd find out from
An old friend ten days late
Even though we're strangers now
I know my heart would break
If you died today