"Hardest Goodbye" lyrics

Should I listen to my head
Should I listen to my heart
Should I just let you walk away or not
You're my highs your my lows
Your my life you are my home
They say the harder you try the harder you fall

You tell me you love me
Then you tell me don't
Say you'll be there for me
Then say you won't

When the first hello is the hardest goodbye
When the first tear drop is hardest to dry
When the wasted years make feel so alone
When you reminisce on the last train home

Think were losing touch
Seems like you don't give a fuck
The memories that we made slipping away
You're my light you are my dark
You are my shield when life gets hard
Maybe the harder I try the harder I fall

You're imperfections and your kindness
I'm addicted
Like a drug in my system I cant shift it
Everyday seems like a daydream
Nights drinking
Empty bottles to forget when
Things were simple, we didn't even argue
How did we get so wrong and so confused
We had it all but somehow we lost it
Laying back in a love that was toxic

When the first hello is the hardest goodbye
When the first tear drop is hardest to dry
When the wasted years make feel so alone
When you reminisce on the last train home