"Heal" lyrics

Every time that we text
I can tell your a mess
Always out with your friends
Nothing you say makes sense
You say that I'm just sad
For staying in with the lads
I'm sorry should I be out making mistakes
To make what you did alright

I'm tryna heal
I'm tryna grow
I fucking loved you
Just so you know
I've been holding onto hope
Hoping you'll come home again
I'm tryna be
The best I can
You term me down
But I get up again
I've been holding onto hope
Hoping you'll come home again

Pick you up and your drunk
Act like a zoo animal
Giving me abuse
For something I didn't do
Try to turn it on me
All that I've put you through
You said that you'd change
Everything still the same
It's time to walk away

I'm tryna heal
I'm tryna grow
I fucking loved you
Just so you know
I've been holding onto hope
Hoping you'll come home again
I'm tryna be
The best I can
You term me down
But I get up again
I've been holding onto hope
Hoping you'll come home again

I can't do this, I can't do this now
We've been through this, we've been through this too many times
You know we had it good
Had it all then we lost it

I'm tryna heal
I'm tryna grow
I fucking loved you
Just so you know
I've been holding onto hope
Hoping you'll come home again
I'm tryna be
The best I can
You term me down
But I get up again
I've been holding onto hope
Hoping you'll come home again
Come home again