"Funeral" lyrics

Dressed in all black, I'm giving the eulogy
RIP to the kid that I used to be
It's such a bummer she didn't recover
The world made her jaded, turned her perfect summer
Stone cold like the rock that sits in my chest
Oh no, yeah, I swear I tried my best
Now I'm a cynic, I couldn't prevent it
This life isn't mine, but I'm still living in it

Bring black roses
Keep composed, yeah

Funeral
Got front row seats to my
Funeral
I know it seems like
It was tragic
Close the casket
You can't change what's
In the past, yeah
Funeral
Got front row seats to my
Funeral
I tried to be so
Picture perfect
Wasn't worth it
So I left it
In the dirt, yeah

I swear, I can still feel her haunting me
Disappointed with who I turned out to be
Up in my conscience, it's making me nauseous
Did I bury the best parts of me in that coffin?
So now I'm taking the guilty plea
Crime of passion, it's just how it had to be
Please, is this how you grieve?
I sleep in that hearse to remind me of me

Your black roses
Decomposing

Funeral
Got front row seats to my
Funeral
I know it seems like
It was tragic
Close the casket
You can't change what's
In the past, yeah
Funeral
Got front row seats to my
Funeral
I tried to be so
Picture perfect
Wasn't worth it
So I left it
In the dirt, yeah

Told the reaper
When you see her
Say I'm sorry
I couldn't be her
Told the reaper
When you see her
Sorry didn't
Help me either

Funeral
Got front row seats to my
Funeral
I know it seems-

Funeral
Got front row seats to my
Funeral
I know it seems like
It was tragic
Close the casket
You can't change what's
In the past, yeah
Funeral
Got front row seats-
I tried to be-
Picture perfect
Wasn't worth it
So I left it
In the dirt, yeah