"Miles Apart" lyrics

Feeling so lost on the outside and paying all the cost within
It's like standing in crossfires
These thoughts keep on spreading like wildfires, and I don't know where to begin
The same story again
Keep running in place
Saying anything just to try to save face
How you gon' judge? You don't even know the case
Made me build these walls, I forgot how to escape

Wake me up when it's all over
I've lost all my composure
Push this weight all off my shoulders
But it's still not enough
Rip me out this paranoia
Pull back each time I show you
Think I went too far to make it home

So where do I go now when every road's closed down?
My heart is a ghost town and nobody knows
I can't watch the sundown, it brings up too much now
I don't know where I start when my head and heart are miles apart

So tell me how to find my peace
When I can't even find a minute to breathe
I'm tryna be that person that you want me be
But it's hard when I can't even be that person for me
It's like some kinda disease, I guess I'm still nursing
Still learning, still tryna be a better person
It's like the boss gave a day off 'cause nothing's working
But they only see the show, not behind the curtains

Wake me up when it's all over
I've lost all my composure
Push this weight all off my shoulders
But it's still not enough
Rip me out this paranoia
Pull back each time I show ya
Think I went too far to make it home

So where do I go now when every road's closed down?
My heart is a ghost town and nobody knows
I can't watch the sundown, it brings up too much now
I don't know where I start when my head and heart are miles apart

Are miles apart
Are miles apart
Are miles apart

So where do I go now when every road's closed down?
My heart is a ghost town and nobody knows
I can't watch the sundown, it brings up too much now
I don't know where I start when my head and heart are miles apart

Wake me up when it's all over
I've lost all my composure
I don't know where to begin the same story again
Are miles apart
Rip me out this paranoia
Pull back each time I show you
I can't even be that person for me, it's like some kind of disease
Are miles apart