"Playground" lyrics

I try to self-medicate
Would patch the pain for a day
And now I see through the debris
That I'm part of your twisted game

My head isn't your playground
Spinning merry-go-round
Wishing that I knew how to stop it
The music's getting so loud
You're bending the notes now
Playing with my strings like it's nothing
And the melody goes

I never wanted to play
But you pulled me in anyway
Now I just want you to set me free
From the hell you built inside me
You've been trying to get under my skin
But I just can't let you in, 'cause

My head isn't your playground
Spinning merry-go-round
Wishing that I knew how to stop it
The music's getting so loud
You're bending the notes now
Playing with my strings like it's nothing
And the melody goes

My head isn't your playground
Spinning merry-go-round
Wishing that I knew how to stop it
The music's getting so loud
You're bending the notes now
Playing with my strings like it's nothing
And the melody goes