"Since I Been Gone" lyrics

Since I been gone
I've seen through fears and

I lost my boy last year
I lost my homie
I didn't get to visit
Did his mama get to kiss him bye?
I wonder why I didn't cry
I'm livid that I didn't cry (Mm)
I cried when X died
I cried when Mac died
And when Effie passed that put me on my backside
When I got the news 'bout you I hit the stage then blazed it
Couldn't deal with the pain right then, I figured I be patient

Make you feel
What I feel inside
If I could

Knew it was comin', I'd breakdown I knew eventually
I'm emotional, I tear up during Pixar and or Disney
You'd laugh at that if you were still here with me
But you're not and now I'm left inside our city feelin' pity for myself
Because my friend's gone
Reminisce on the bond that we built on
When we wrote singles for smoke signal, my first tape
Your played over my verse and murdered first take
Dressed up in yellow to surprise me on my birthday
I miss you in the worst way
And now I'm cursin' at myself
What kinda person misses friend's premature funeral 'cause it's a workday
Especially since you built me up in the first place

Make you feel
What I feel inside
If I could
Make you feel
What I feel inside