"The Day I Arrived" lyrics

God on my heart, pain on my mind
Sanctification is taking its time
Faith feeling weak when temptations arise
I been in sin since the day I arrived
Spirit is willin' but flesh is so weak
Life is a vapor, the air is divine
Wonder why Adam gave apple from Eve
I hope my fruit is secure in the Vine

Since elementary fighting the lust
Mom gave me drive couldn't ride on the bus
Ride home and I would get right on the Hub
Dopamine like I was lightin' it up
I know the Pastor he tell me it's wrong
But me and the homies keep cuttin' it on
Daddy don't teach me 'bout birds and the bees
And even the term is absurd as could be
Pastor keep talking 'bout purity which made desire inside me feel dirty
Ironically that's the same word that they use when they're flirting
So now I'm confused if it's good or disturbing
A verse said it came with the curse that would hurt me
I pray for forgiveness, I hope that He heard me
And what make it worse
I heard it in person and then did my dirtiest down at the church

God on my heart, pain on my mind
Sanctification is taking its time
Faith feeling weak when temptations arise
I been in sin since the day I arrived
Spirit is willing but flesh is so weak
Life is a vapor, the air is divine
Wonder why Adam gave apple to Eve (Why?)
I hope my fruit is secure in the Vine

I want you to tell me why
You could tell me why a loving God would let us suffer the way she does