"Like Father, Like Son" lyrics

Where's my ambition
A hand's in my throat saying
Scream and I'll choke
So I swallow real slow
It's the pain of staying silent
Let the thoughts bloom into violence

Close all the blinds
And ignore all my messages
I said I was fine
'Cause the truth is I'm settling
I heard my emotions
And used just for hope
So I prayed [?] so it stays low

Sick to my stomach
I'm learning to cope
With the loss of the man
That I thought of myself
'Cause I just don't have the
Diligence or intellect
To function with some
Clear intent and self respect

Last week's [?]
Full of Xs
Oh the simple excuses
A stupid man makes
To never complete all the
Tasks he creates

Where's my ambition
A hand's in my throat saying
Scream and I'll choke
So I swallow real slow
It's the pain of staying silent
Let the thoughts bloom into violence

Sick to my stomach
I'm learning to cope
With the loss of the man
That I thought of myself
'Cause I just don't have the
Diligence or intellect
To function with some
Clear intent and self respect

Sick and I'm scared and I can't ask for help
There's a [?] deep inside that my
Father instilled showed me
There is strength in silence
And it manifests with violence