"Shaved Head" lyrics

I've been feeling like I'm lost and nobody can
Help me now, I'm so strung out
[?] broke me down
And I'm a couple pounds thicker, think I
Need some medication and therapy

'Cause I got a problem in
My brain, it seems
'Cause every thought and memory
Is pain, to me
I know I can't silence all the
Voices in my head so I'll just
Shave my hair instead and hope the
Cool breeze
Makes me feel like everything's fine

Feeling like a bat out of hell
Or a cat on a [?] rope
Panic and I'm headed for the noose
They say life gets better
But I'll wait it [?]

'Cause I got a problem in
My brain, it seems
'Cause every thought and memory
Is pain, to me
I know I can't silence all the
Voices in my head so I'll just
Shave my hair instead and hope the
Cool breeze
Makes me feel like everything's fine

Bring me, charcuterie boards
That I could eat on this throne of
Wine corks
I've been downing these bottles at a rapid speed
Don't tell my mother, but I've been smoking
A problem in my- ahem, weed, it was- the line was weed

Brain, it seems
'Cause every thought and memory
Is pain, to me
I know I can't silence all the
Voices in my head so I'll just
Shave my hair instead and hope the
Cool breeze
Makes me feel like everything's fine