"viscus" lyrics

A few steps in the backyard
With one foot at a time
Only rays of sunshine can be catching me off guard
The turning in my mind
Travels to my viscus with the stories before mine

All the homes that I've known
Are made to be falling apart
Are the sheds and castles
Created to be made from the start?

I get lost so deep inside me
In the start or in the ending
Last is my beginning
Full of life but I'm starving
Over hills, overcrowding
I guess I thought the sunshine would
Be enough or something
Hmm-hm

The body is a temple
Am I worshipping too hard?
Praying with my eyes shut keeps me away from the lights
Sometimes I'm so fragile
As if someone else's faith feels not like home at all?

All the signs that I know
Are starting to tear me apart
It'd be nice to grow old
Without being under attack

All this fear that I hold
Is building up layers of time
Can I just scream it all
Instead of it choking me up

Instead of it choking me up

Avoiding myself naked in the bath
Just to touch my body in the dark
I wanna find a place I feel alive
The beating of my heart
Is sure a place to start
Instead of me choking up and running
I get lost so deep inside me
In the start or in the ending
Last is my beginning
Full of life but I'm starving
Over hills, overcrowding
I guess I thought the sunshine would
Be enough or something
Hmm-hm