"The Big Happy" lyrics

Everything's fine, I've been doing alright
Chasing the big happy
I know it takes time, I've been leading the charge
On the war against me
I just want you here, I just want you naked in my bed
Staring at the ceiling
I just want you near, I'm inside you forever
Inside a feeling

I want your eyes up on my table
I want your heart in a jar
I wish we could be different people
Who'd love each other from afar

I'll wait for your call, I'll sit by my phone
For eternity chasing the big happy
You're such a doll, you could slit my throat
Feel my underworld smile collapsing
I'll tattoo your name on both eyelids
So that I can see you when I'm dreaming
I'll quit my pursuit of fame, I'll quit music forever
You gave me some meaning

I'm still chasing the big happy
You're a feeling, you're a font
A letterhead on my tombstone
Says, "Here lies a kid"

(Yeah)

We're different people (we're different people)
Yeah yeah yeah (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (oh yeah yeah yeah)
We're different people (we're different people)
Oh yeah yeah yeah (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Oh yeah yeah yeah (oh yeah yeah yeah)
This is the people (this is the people)
Oh yeah yeah yeah (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (yeah yeah yeah)
We're different, we're different people
We're different, we're different people
Oh no no no no
No