"On My Own" lyrics

So what's the root of all evil if the love is lust
And if the money ain't a thing why's it hard to trust
And when they tell my that I can't why do I combust?
And why the fuck am I still not on the bus?
It's hard to lose when all was lost
But when you end up like me it's like you're in another Holocaust
Getting burnt by the people that you love so much
So what the fuck, you lost your touch and gonna break down
Looking around, tell the whole world that you're running on fate now
But when You're breaking it down
It's like your own dam people got a whole lot of hate now
But it ain't gonna stop me, all I know is I know that I got me
At the end of the day things change
It's strange but I know that it's not me

Oh my god I'm on my own
I said oh my god I'm on my own
But it ain't no thing, ain't got no time
And I ain't gon change what's on my mind
I'm always on my overtime, I'm grinding like all the time
Like oh my God I'm on my own
I said oh my god I'm on my own
But it ain't no thing, ain't got no time
And I ain't gonna change what's on my mind
I'm always on my overtime, I'm grinding like all the time

I'm out in Montana making plans for the east coast
Johnny Rotten tour for the fans so they seem close
I'm just trying to meet em all, show em what they mean yo
Living on the road there's alot you gotta devote
Lot you got to give up to give to the people
Always gotta get up and show em they are equal
But I'm still on my own
When I'm in a crowded place I am all in my zone
I'm just trying to make it home but my home's like a month out
Driving on my own and I don't wanna punch out
Lookin at my phone and I see a new time zone
Every time I roam I'm alone about to bug out
Tell me that I'm gonna find a place someday
That I'm gonna find a better way to pace my way
Cause I can't keep going at the rate that I am
If I do then I'm not being great as I can

Oh my god I'm on my own
I said oh my god I'm on my own
But it ain't no thing, ain't got no time
And I ain't gon change what's on my mind
I'm always on my overtime, I'm grinding like all the time
Like oh my God I'm on my own
I said oh my god I'm on my own
But it ain't no thing, ain't got no time
And I ain't gonna change what's on my mind
I'm always on my overtime, I'm grinding like all the time

More money where the fame goes, but I don't do it for the pesos
Either way my name grows
All the people in the videos telling me to get it yo
Telling me to get it yo
But they don't know that I sit alone at home
Tryna maintain and calm the storm
It's a long windy road when I'm all alone
When I'm all in my head with a heart of gold
I'm pushed and pulled and lost inside
I'm told I've gone and lost my mind
Got lots emotion locked that's why, it's hard for me to realize
I've made it to the pinnacle
My difficult time is done tell me that I'm pitiful
My syllables hit and run
I swear I'm in a race where the pace is based
By the pace of the face of the rising sun

Oh my god I'm on my own
I said oh my god I'm on my own
But it ain't no thing, ain't got no time
And I ain't gon change what's on my mind
I'm always on my overtime, I'm grinding like all the time
Like oh my God I'm on my own
I said oh my god I'm on my own
But it ain't no thing, ain't got no time
And I ain't gonna change what's on my mind
I'm always on my overtime, I'm grinding like all the time