"control of u" lyrics

It sucks that I'm so depressive
I cannot answer your message
I'm blacked out laying on the pavement
I wanna try but I lose control

It sucks that I'm so dependent
On girls to make me feel special
I hate that I'm so damn mental
I wanna jump like Geronimo
Ooh, I got so fed up when I tried replacing her
Ooh, I kept my head up even when that shit was burning
My soul, I'm losing my control of you
(Control of you)
I won't go end it all 'cause everybody tries to get involved
I can't be all she wants, I'm far too fucked and she can't take it all
At all, at all, at all
At all
I look back and told her I don't give a fuck 'cause I tried
I look up into the stars every goddamn night
I don't think that I could ever be a person you'd like
I don't wanna change and I'll never go hide
I don't wanna be your worst enemy
I know why you crying, it's because of me
I don't think I even have the energy
So go ahead and move on and forget me
Riding in at 6AM, still high
You can see the smoke every time I drive by
When I'm on the stage, tell 'em cut the bright light
Sitting in the dark when I get the best vibe
Bitch so bad, got me tryna subscribe
Hop inside the car, I pull off and just drive
Tell me what you hate, you can tell me what you like
Tell me how you feel, tell me that it's alright
Ooh, I got so fed up when I tried replacing her
Ooh, I kept my head up even when that shit was burning
My soul, I'm losing my control of you
(Control of you)