"Lavender" lyrics

Well I've never really been so very stellar
At writing songs for things that make me glad
I try to tell you that I love you
And it comes out sounding like I'm sad

Or maybe I'm mad
Yelling at the world
Am I really gonna be a stupid girl?
I'm trying my best
Giving my all
And yeah it turns out that's not very much at all
It turns out that's not very much at all

What am I gonna do
When you leave me too?
What am I gonna say
When you walk away?

I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love
With a druggard

It takes a very special kind of glitch
To make a monster out of something so quiet
I really was never a pro
When I just loved you back if I've had the mind

But maybe I don't
Yelling at the world
Am I really gonna be
Just someone's girl?

Best giving my all
And yeah it turns out that's not very much at all
What am I gonna do
When you leave me too?
What am I gonna say
When you walk away?

I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love
I'm in love