"Touch Grass" lyrics

I've been crazy I've been dumb and antisocial
I've been cringe and I've been young
If you outlive your bitterness you might live to regret it
Maybe that's the price of growing up
Please forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those that trespass against us
I was so sure I was right, I had to say I so because I was scared out of my mind

And I don't drink that much these days
And I don't throw my friends away
I will let it be unfair
I'll be social, I'll be there
Here among the family of things
I want a home here among the family of things

Kids on TikTok girls on film
But nothing beats this real and ugly world
Thank the grand design for my second best life
I am its stupidest and luckiest girl
And I'm so sorry for everything, I was so afraid
And I was mean the way that little things can be
I didn't see it, I didn't know how to say it
Love me anyway please

Shame is sacred
Love is kind
I won't leave my soul behind
I'm so tired of being cruel
Forgive me, I'll forgive you
And we can join the family of things
I need you so bad I can't see
Among the family of things

Run the numbers sort it out and
Come back with nothing you can prove
Magic fills the gaps and you can feel it
And there's nothing you can do
No I'm not mad that I was wrong
May I be a little wrong for the rest of my life
Let the symbols dance, let me play my favorite games
And when I'm done here let me die
And let me love like there isn't any time

I'm the sin and I'm the rot
And I'm the dog who wants to gnaw it off
I can never fix it I can't scrub enough
But if I'm ruined, then I'm ruined and in love
If you're evil, then be evil in love

Well I don't feel that sure these days
And I can't throw my friends away
Love is patient love is kind
And I can't leave my guts behind
Here among the family of things
I want you here with me
Among the family of things