"Lost Weekend" lyrics

Back when no one could tell us apart
And I'd turn down the music to parallel park
We were playing for no one on top of the world
I talk in my sleep, and you kiss like a girl
Then when the van broke down in the heat wave
You took off your pants on the side of the freeway
I had the thought you would outlive me
I loved you, and you couldn't forgive me for that

I think I know why you've been blowing me off
I've been using my friends and losing the plot
Surviving my gift until I get shot
I'm supposed to be married, but I called it off
I've been known to throw a tantrum
When things are not the way I imagine them
I am restoring the natural order
Learning the same lesson over and over again

Lying awake, you were glow in the dark
Lying to me with your hand on my heart
It's all gonna be alright, we'll make it through
You know me, and I'll never forgive you for that