"be that way" lyrics

I know we don't really talk like we should
And that's on me, it's all on me
Since we were little, you were misunderstood
I couldn't see, I was too busy

Before I moved to California
I was still mountains away
Wasn't much of a brother
But I don't wanna be that way
(Don't wanna be that way)

I don't wanna
Don't wanna be that way

I might only be four years ahead
But I think I learned a lot since then
Don't want you to fuck it up like I did
Never trust a girl if she won't commit
Don't blow your money on stupid shit
Don't go wishing you were someone else instead

There's no excuse to be this distant
Especially to my favorite sibling

Before I moved to California
I was still mountains away
Wasn't much of a brother
But I don't wanna be that way
(Don't wanna be that way)

I don't wanna
Don't wanna be that way