"tell me how the weather is" lyrics

I couldn't save you...
But I'll save you a seat in the back of my mind
Oh it hurts too much to say
I'm a few years past your age... time flies
No one could've saved you
From the darkest corner in the back of your mind
Didn't show it on your face so you put it on a page and said goodbye

I thought your wake would wake me up
Out of this dream this isn't funny
Anymore instead your families
Here and up and hugging mine
I couldn't walk beyond your casket
Instead I turned left and acted
Like you're fine

I thought the Internet was fake
Why did I find it out that way
My dad was crying in his office
Yours was crying the whole day
I wish I walked up to your casket
Just to see if you were laughing like you're fine

I wonder if you hurt anymore anymore
Tell me how the weather is in paradise
I wonder if you look still the same way as before
Tell me how the weather is in paradise
I'm just guessing...
But I bet it feels like heaven
I'm hoping you don't hurt anymore anymore

Tell me how the weather is...