"a smooth sea never made a skilled sailor" lyrics

It's been hard here, but I'm still with you
I'll be with you, I'll be with you (Ah, ah)
It's easier to run, but I don't want to
I'll be with you, I'll be with you (Ah, ah)

Seeing everything you going through
I don't understand it
Didn't see the start coming
Neither of us planned it
I remember last year
We was on it back then
I just bought a ring
But didn't know how I'd say asking

Somehow you still smiling
Sitting on this hospital bed
When I'm watching you in pain
It puts a hole in my chest
You know I won't leave you
The way that it ends
You the one that's needing help
But you are purging me instead

It's been hard here, but I'm still with you
I'll be with you, I'll be with you (Ah, ah)
It's easier to run, but I don't want to
I'll be with you, I'll be with you (Ah, ah)

All of my life
I never knew what this could be like
Kick me in the sweet spot
No longer the sweet life
Weeping in my car
While I'm speeding under street lights
Used to say I miss you
Now I'm saying it for real, like
You the deepest parts of me
Melodies and Harmonies
Trips to the movies
Turned to trips to the pharmacy
Praying that you sleep well
Hold you like a seat-belt
A little sailor and an ambiance made of sea salt

We would talk for hours
Watch the flowers
Pulling my hand every time it got dark
To the seasons, tied to deep ends
I never deserved all the ways you mended my heart

It's been hard here, but I'm still with you
I'll be with you, I'll be with you (Ah, ah)
It's easier to run, but I don't want to
I'll be with you, I'll be with you (Ah, ah)