"fake my death" lyrics

This is the end
Don't say it's the end, don't say it's the end
'Cause I don't know what to do

The color in your blood starts to fade in
Black skies getting clouded in some boxes in my basement
Yeah, the perfect painting, building starts to shapeshift
I'll protect it, for it guys nearly couldn't take this
Oh, another night, I'ma stay at home
While she busy gettin' dressed
She don't ask me how she love no more
It's a mess, and it's bleedin' from this tug of war
If I can't pull you in, then I'ma think my death gon' be ignored

Why this? I've been chasing you so long
This is the end
Don't wanted to park his feelings
I'll walk in the rain for healing
Show me your good side again
('Cause you don't know what to do)

I'll fake my death to see your love me, tried everything else
I'll run through forests set on fire just to see how it felt
Had a hand full of queens, but the ace in my belt
Sent me straight to the train with all these feelings I held, oh
Messin' with my feelings and feeling like how I should
I could sing to you on stage, I know you still won't even look
Been turning my music louder, just hopin' that you gon' hear it
What's the point in even tryin'? I've already disappeared

Why this? I've been chasing you so long
This is the end