"Something Wrong With Me" lyrics
It's an uphill battle
I can never get away from these dark thoughts
It's like I'm pedaling backwards
With the victim mentality I got
When the waves come crashing on me
Will always find a way to bounce back
But I've never been so low before
If could paint my soul it's all black
They say that happiness a choice
Well I guess I chose to fall flat
Find a way to block out the noise
In my head it's so damn off track
Have to go through shit so I can write
Tryna be that person that I do like
If I don't act quick gonna lose my grip
Just no contentment in my life
Why can't I let go?
It's killing me so silently
I've been numb too long
Can't escape the negativity
Do I deserve love?
Or is it just a fantasy?
Promised you I'd change
I think there's something wrong with me
Where did I go wrong?
And why won't these
Voices please leave me alone?
Destroy my demon
Pressure's on me as an artist but I'm pulling through
Got them critics on my radar watching every move
I'm sorry if I'm acting distant, I'm not in the mood
It's nothing personal, these episodes ain't nothing new
Lay in bed just staring at the ceiling
And debating on my next step
When really I should be in the moment
No wonder my anxiety won't rest
I'm resisting help when I need it most
Turning everyone I know to a damn ghost
Where's my life balance? How did this happen?
Why does it feel like a sick joke?
All the pain and suffering I caused
I torture myself every damn night
Can I get a round of applause?
To my demons always in sight
I'd rather do things my own way
Got the mindset all work no play
Satisfaction cannot be found
Take a break, just know it's okay
Why can't I let go?
It's killing me so silently
I've been numb too long
Can't escape the negativity
Do I deserve love?
Or is it just a fantasy?
Promised you I'd change
I think there's something wrong with me
Where did I go wrong?
And why won't these
Voices please leave me alone?
Destroy my demon
I can never get away from these dark thoughts
It's like I'm pedaling backwards
With the victim mentality I got
When the waves come crashing on me
Will always find a way to bounce back
But I've never been so low before
If could paint my soul it's all black
They say that happiness a choice
Well I guess I chose to fall flat
Find a way to block out the noise
In my head it's so damn off track
Have to go through shit so I can write
Tryna be that person that I do like
If I don't act quick gonna lose my grip
Just no contentment in my life
Why can't I let go?
It's killing me so silently
I've been numb too long
Can't escape the negativity
Do I deserve love?
Or is it just a fantasy?
Promised you I'd change
I think there's something wrong with me
Where did I go wrong?
And why won't these
Voices please leave me alone?
Destroy my demon
Pressure's on me as an artist but I'm pulling through
Got them critics on my radar watching every move
I'm sorry if I'm acting distant, I'm not in the mood
It's nothing personal, these episodes ain't nothing new
Lay in bed just staring at the ceiling
And debating on my next step
When really I should be in the moment
No wonder my anxiety won't rest
I'm resisting help when I need it most
Turning everyone I know to a damn ghost
Where's my life balance? How did this happen?
Why does it feel like a sick joke?
All the pain and suffering I caused
I torture myself every damn night
Can I get a round of applause?
To my demons always in sight
I'd rather do things my own way
Got the mindset all work no play
Satisfaction cannot be found
Take a break, just know it's okay
Why can't I let go?
It's killing me so silently
I've been numb too long
Can't escape the negativity
Do I deserve love?
Or is it just a fantasy?
Promised you I'd change
I think there's something wrong with me
Where did I go wrong?
And why won't these
Voices please leave me alone?
Destroy my demon
