"REMEMBER" lyrics

Baby, I remember when you used to read me
Read me to sleep when the night was scary
All I ever wanted was someone to hold me
And then there you were for a second in my memory
Screaming at the top of my lungs, "I fucking deserve this"
Baby, was it worth it? Guess I wasn't worth shit
Screaming at the top of my lungs, "I fucking deserve this"
Baby, was it worth it? Guess I wasn't worth shit
Baby, I remember, hearts lit like an ember
Set my heart on fire and then you got tired
Baby, I remember, saying that I don't care
Don't care how this ends
Guess I lied back then
Screaming at the top of my lungs, blood inside of my mouth
Gotta throw it up, think I'll throw it up now
Screaming at the top of my lungs, blood inside of my mouth
Blood inside of my mouth, blood inside of my mouth

I couldn't stop twisting and turning in my bed when I was hurting
Hurting from the pain I felt, remembering the love we dealt to one another in the past
But I guess we're done with that
You'll never stay, you'll never know
You'll never see I love you so

Screaming at the top of my lungs, "I fucking deserve this"
Baby, was it worth it? Guess I wasn't worth shit
Screaming at the top of my lungs, "I fucking deserve this"
Baby, was it worth it? Guess I wasn't worth shit
Screaming at the top of my lungs, "I fucking deserve this"
Baby, was it worth it? Guess I wasn't worth shit
Screaming at the top of my lungs, "I fucking deserve this"
Baby, was it worth it? Guess I wasn't worth shit
Baby, I remember, hearts lit like an ember
Saying that I don't care, God, I swear, this isn't fair
Baby, I remember, baby, I remember
Baby, I remember, baby, I remember