"BLADE" lyrics

I'm reaching for the blade
And I do this every day
There's nothing left to say
No, I'll never be okay
Every minute I'm awake, yeah
The ground begins to shake
I'm just not able to stand
So I fall and my bones break

I do this every day, I'll always initiate
I always reach out to you and I'm always saying "Hey"
You never text me first and you leave me in the dirt
Calling me just to complain
Saying things, then you can't make it
Do you wanna see me naked? Will that get your attention?
If I flash a tit or send a pic, will you learn your lesson?
Or should I just shut up and stop texting you back?
But I think that I'm too scared, that would be the end of that

He told me not to do this
But I don't really care
He put dripping down my thigh
Gonna wear it 'til it tears
He told me not to do this
But I don't really care
He put dripping down my thigh
Gonna wear it 'til it tears

I'm reaching for the blade
And I do this every day
There's nothing left to say
No, I'll never be okay
Every minute I'm awake, yeah
The ground begins to shake
I'm just not able to stand
So I fall and my bones break
I'm reaching for the blade
And I do this every day
There's nothing left to say
No, I'll never be okay
Every minute I'm awake, yeah
The ground begins to shake
I'm just not able to stand
So I fall and my bones break

He told me not to do this
But I don't really care
He put dripping down my thigh
Gonna wear it 'til it tears
He told me not to do this
But I don't really care
He put dripping down my thigh
Gonna wear it 'til it tears

(Gonna wear it 'til it tears)
(Gonna wear it 'til it tears)
(Wear it 'til it tears, 'til it tears)
(Gonna wear it 'til it tears)
(Gonna wear it 'til it tears)
(Wear it 'til it tears, 'til it tears)
(Gonna wear it 'til it tears)
(Gonna wear it 'til it tears)
(Wear it 'til it tears, 'til it tears)