"Blank Winds" lyrics

I'm so surprised that you can see through me
I may hide the fact that you can't read me
Because I'm open, I think I'm open
Like a book
Our memories in to read
When will the page turn for me?

I'm going back like
I'm going back
I'm going back and forth
It's always like this

I kinda despise myself more
A lot of me
I hate the fact that I make you wait on me
I think I'm right
Maybe I'm right
Maybe I'm not
I'm always kicking myself
When will the page turn for me?

I'm going back like
I'm going back
I'm going back and forth
It's always like this

I would blow over, like the wind
But before we dry off
I want to go for one more swim
I can't explain how blank I feel
Take my hand

I wish this shit was over
I want it to be the right way