"Just Wondering" lyrics

I'm getting pretty fucking tired of your face
Showing up in my dreams
But sometimes I wonder why things
Didn't work out in between us
I wonder if we ever think of each other
At the same exact time
I really wonder if these things
Are even on your fucking mind

It's messed up it really ain't right
When you're spinning and spinning
And you're never tired
I always thought the certain words meant certain things
I could probably care less about it
Dodging bullets and self-kept secrets
Will tear you apart until your hair is receding
Half smiles and half cut frowns
Are the only things that's bringing me down