"Close Calls" lyrics

I remember driving by your house like it was dangerous
Now it's ten years later but tonight I'm on the same shit
Leaning in my chair envisioning how I would change if
I went down that road with you
I shouldn't think but then I do

I slip when I
I hit rewind
Stay up all night
Won't sleep cause

I know it's been some time yeah it's been a minute
Wondering bout your life and if someones in it
No he won't ever know how many times I come close
To calling up you
Cause you live down the freeway but I don't visit
Sometimes I pass your exit but I always skip it
And you won't ever know how many times I come close
To calling up you

Got some memories I didn't ask for
We would fall asleep watching movies
Spilling both our drinks on the dance floor
Makeup sex and ordering sushi
And it's a little bit strange how little remains of all our inside jokes
And I thought it would fade when I changed your name to numbers in my phone but

I slip when I
I hit rewind
Stay up all night
Won't sleep cause

I know it's been some time yeah it's been a minute
Wondering bout your life and if someones in it
No he won't ever know how many times I come close
To calling up you
Cause you live down the freeway but I don't visit
Sometimes I pass your exit but I always skip it
And you won't ever know how many times I come close
To calling up you

Calling you
So close to calling up you
Calling you
So close to calling up you

(Calling up you)