"Sugarcoat" lyrics

If I'm honest
I still haven't beaten my traumas
Yeah I could use a vacation
From myself most days I promise
If I'm sincere
It's been 31 years since I been here
It's like every single time I have a birthday
It feels like a workday worried cause the ends near

It's time I
Hang up my sugarcoat
Cause I can't keep
Lying to myself no more
Yeah I'm running
Running out of things to say
I don't wanna
Sugarcoat this one more day

If I'm honest
I've been thinking we should move when I'm tipsy
I wanna switch my location up
But I don't think a new cities gonna fix me
There's nothing left to do now
But to move out of the headspace
I've been in
Could someone turn the lights on
Cause the nights long
And I'm crawling out my skin

It's time I
Hang up my sugarcoat
Cause I can't keep
Lying to myself no more
Yeah I'm running
Running out of things to say
I don't wanna
Sugarcoat this one more day