"Merry Christmas, Here's To Many More" lyrics

Made it through the year and I did not even collapse
Gotta say "Thank God" for that
I'm torn between what keeps me whole and what tears me in half
I'll fall apart or stay intact

With tired eyes I stumble back to bed
I need to realize my sorry life's not hanging by a thread
At least not yet

So look at me now
It's finally Christmas and I'm home
Head indoors to get out of this weather
And I don't know how
But the closest friends I've ever known are all inside
Singing together
Singing, "Merry Christmas. Here's to many more!"

It always hurt to be all by myself this time of year
A cold and lonely Christmas Eve
And living out my days alone, well, that had been my deepest fear
But you promised you won't leave

I look towards the east and see a star
Jesus Christ has blessed my life to know just who you are
You are my hope

So look at me now
It's finally Christmas and I'm home
Head indoors to get out of this weather
And I don't know how
But the closest friends I've ever known are all inside
Singing together
Singing, "Merry Christmas. Here's to many more!"

Deck the halls with mistletoe
Let all your heavy burdens go
Up the chimney in a cloud of smoke
The fire's burning bright
Strike up the band and play the tune
'Cause Christmas we'll be hearing soon
Hear our song in every room
This Merry Christmas night

Singing, "Merry Christmas. Here's to many more!"