"Diary Of A Loner" lyrics

Growing pains, trapping, I ain't make one dollar
Boo-hoo, not-not one dollar
All my new songs, I own all them
Ha, all them, ha-ha, all them

Dad keep callin', but he only biological
I celebrate my mom and auntie on father's day
I used to pray to God I would pop off
So as soon as this shit drop, I'm sending them on holiday
Niggas back home think I got lucky
Putting in that twenty-four hour workload's disgusting
Niggas used to hate, now they text me they love me
How lovely, can't trust them

Got that blicky on me, so don't act silly
Used to talk to God when no one listened
Reminiscin', reminiscin'
'Cause we don't talk so much no more

This is a diary of a loner
It's where I go when I'm losing control
This is a side of me you shouldn't know
But, oh well, now you know
This is a diary of a loner
I'm giving y'all the close up
I'm way too tired to carry this alone
Now you're the keeper of my secrets

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

I got the windows down in the four door Mercedes
Sittin' real pretty off the songs I created
God damn, boy, I got a smooth operation
Run me that check, my nigga
I pulled up to the show and that bitch almost fainted
Beggin' me to chill, I'm only D-list famous
I got Benjamins like my daddy's last name
But I took Lori's so the shit be Cragun
Gotta take pills, 'cause my shit unbalanced
Crib in the hills is a waste of the static
I just took a fifth of Patrón to the head
Niggas can't kill me, I'm already dead
Walkin' like a G through depression
This is God givin' way, I— I—
He put a nigga here to send a message
But that nigga won't answer the phone