"My Life" lyrics

Big old chase
Come on, big old stress
I put ice on my neck
For strangers respect (oh yeah)
She tell me I'm the best
Can't let her get to my head, oh nah nah
'Cause I'm my biggest threat, yeah

And they're all counting on me
But I think I've lost it, my life's chaotic, hm
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me
I'm surrounded by monsters and everyone's toxic

My life's all fucked up, hm
My life's all fucked up, hm

I'm so stressed out, the pressure's on now
It's been this way for a while now
Tryna stay above the ground, but really I'm drowning
My life's all fucked up
My life's all messed up
Ooh, my life's all

This is not a pop song
Yeah, it's really just confessions of my lifestyle
I ain't seen my momma almost in a full year
And even when I'm there, I'm not even there
I wanna feel normal like I used to
Wanna be around people that care
I just took a bean and a half on a full moon
Now I'm up in the air, okay

And they're all counting on me
But I think I've lost it, my life's chaotic, hm
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me
I'm surrounded by monsters and everyone's toxic

My life's all fucked up, hm
My life's all fucked up, hm

I'm so stressed out, the pressure's on now
It's been this way for a while now
Tryna stay above the ground, but really I'm drowning
My life's all fucked up
My life's all messed up
Ooh, my life's all