"Bang Bang" lyrics

Do you even know how it began?
Can you tell me how it made you feel?
Do you hear 'em now, or did they let you go?
Just know it's sleeping inside of me, sorry
If I don't wanna know your truth about my own sanity
Cause either way I'll be the devil in your fucking story
You wanna help, you've got to prove me wrong
Prove me I can trust

I never thought I could do it
Cause every time he brought the worst out of me I was locked in
And all the things that ever came out of this it was crying
The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive

Can't wake up from this
I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me
Staring at me
No, don't give up on me
I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me
Coming for me

Tell me I'm a waste, tell me I'm a wreck, I fucking love it
Beat me again so I don't feel numb
Tell me I'm a mess, show me what you got, I fucking love it
I'll put your face underground, you'll burn
So shut the fuck up, bend down!
(Save me, save me)

(Save me, save me) Save me I'm lost, save me from the pain
Save me oh, save me I'm stuck, I could never get away
Send me a God, send me hope again
So I can never be alone, but nothing lives here
Craving the sun, caving in under your words
I wanna live, tell me how to break this curse
Tell me I'm right if I'm pulling the trigger
Gotta aim for the head and say Bang! Bang!

I see red and blue around me
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!

Oh, I never thought I could do it
My body's shaking like a fire that you couldn't hold in
The only thing you've ever wanted of me was to die here
The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive

Woken up from this
I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me
Staring at me
No, don't give up on me
I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me
Coming for me

So shut the fuck up, bend down!
I see red and blue around me