"My Old Me" lyrics

I'm barely standing on my feet but I keep moving on
I stare at myself in the mirror while I'm throwing up
I wanna give in, I wanna be out
It's like I'm breathing through a tight pipe
Feels like a cloud of ash is pouring gasoline
A single sparkle in my eyes could make my world serene
And as they tell me, I'm so incapable
That I'm unlovable, I'm choosing the devil
I don't wanna save me, I just wanna stay here in the night
If the game is over, let me use that life coin one last time
I can't see through blinding lightning
But I can feel the warmth of your skin, love

It's like I've been living on rotten memories
Until I found the soul to cure it all, to carry on
And if tonight I'm grieving my old me
I know tomorrow's sun will light me up, reflecting on you

Every day starts and ends right at the same spot
It's like I'm Truman but there's no way out in the plot
I'm sick of healing wounds that I could never shut
The strings that lifted me for years have broken off
You have met me in my strangest days
Now nothing is the same

(Nothing is the same)
(Nothing is the same)
(Nothing is the same)

It's like I've been living on rotten memories
Until I found the soul to cure it all, to carry on
And if tonight I'm grieving my old me
I know tomorrow's sun will light me up, reflecting on you

I can't see through blinding lightning
But I can feel the warmth of your skin (Love)
I don't wanna save me, I just wanna stay here in the night (Love)
If the game is over, let me use that life coin one last time (Love)