"Big Wall" lyrics

Tired
Of running all the same old lines
Why do we speak?
Time
Has a way of telling lies
Like I could have changed something

Yeah it kills me to say this
My whole heart is breaking

This is not an open invitation
This is a hello but there's always more taking
This is just what I have to do
Yeah this is a big wall to you
You can say you love me or you could write a letter
You can try and blame me or you could get better
This is just what I have to do
Yeah this is a big wall to you, you

Tired
You always take the lowest road
Hurts easily
Oh
I wish I didn't have the hope
It's destroying me

Yeah it kills me to say this
My whole heart is breaking

This is not an open invitation
This is a hello but there's always more taking
This is just what I have to do
Yeah this is a big wall to you
You can say you love me or you could write a letter
You could try to blame me or you could get better
This is just what I have to do
Yeah this is a big wall to you, you

Lie awake, wondering
History, it's all pretend
You were wrong, we agree
Well I regret, not saying things
Lie awake, wondering
Find a way, to fight again
It's not right, we agree
Well I regret, not saying things

Yeah it kills me to say this
My whole heart is breaking

This is not an open invitation
This is a hello but there's always more taking
This is just what I have to do
Yeah this is a big wall to you
You can say you love me or you could write a letter
You could try to blame me or you could get better
This is just what I have to do
Yeah this is a big wall to you, you