"Otherside" lyrics

There's so many ways I can't fly
Waste time, won't wait for me
I'm mad at your optimism
I'm mad at everything lately
Just watch as it all falls down
Finally lighting up the sky
I'm wasted on everything
I'm wasting all of our time

I'm not safe in this cell
Took the easy way out
Gonna pay for it now

The pain of this love is the heaviest crossing
The hope it gets better
Is worse than the loss, yeah
I'm coming around again
I'm searching for water
I wish you would drown me
I'm scared of the other side

(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) side
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)

There's so many ways that I fall short
Try to hide and make believe
I'm sad of what we could've been
I've said that all my thoughts hate me

I'm not safe in this cell
There's no easy way out
Gotta pray for me now

The pain of this love is the heaviest crossing
The hope it gets better
Is worse than the loss, yeah
I'm coming around again
I'm searching for water
I wish you would drown me
I'm scared of the other side

(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) side
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)

Running out of time
Still can't say goodbye
Running out of time
Still can't say goodbye

The pain of this love is the heaviest crossing
The hope it gets better
Is worse than the loss, yeah
I'm coming around again
I'm searching for water
I wish you would drown me
I'm scared of the other side

(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) side
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) side