"NOT AGAIN" lyrics

Ash building on my idle cigarette
Deep in a trance reliving my regrets
Until it finally reaches and burns my fingertips
Oh goddamn, not again, not again

I tried to move on, it's been way too long
Let's get a move on, it's like you're glued on
At least all this overthinking write me new songs
Looking back I finally recognize I did you wrong
This was so quick run
Second you're done
Giving my all or nothing at all
Don't play with my love

Egotistic, hedonistic
Versace red dress match the Dior lipstick
I got good reason not to trust these bitches
Been wrong two times so I'm too forgiving

Said
I'm done with tryna find the one
My heart is just so numb, I'm low in the patience
Manipulation means hesitation
And separation, self-preservation

Ash building on my idle cigarette
Deep in a trance reliving my regrets
Until it finally reaches and burns my fingertips
Oh goddamn, not again, not again

I ain't hiding how I feel
I might try to keep it real with you baby, I said
I swear that your touch can heal
But your words been killing me lately
Put you away so frustrated
Been oh so lonesome, gotta up my doses
I'm self-indulging, high at the moment
I can't control it, just been controlling me
Hoping I OD [?]

Ash building on my idle cigarette
Deep in a trance reliving my regrets
Until it finally reaches and burns my fingertips
Oh goddamn, not again, not again
I used to swerve and crash in slow motion
Somehow I still never saw it coming
I'm doing substances to replace our loving
Oh goddamn, not again, not again

(In slow motion
I still never saw it coming)