"On Second Thought Maybe Gaslighting Is Real" lyrics

I could throw it away
But then I wouldn't have a reason to stay
There's this absence inside
But still, I don't even know why I try
The way she looks at me
Like daggers right to my side

Will it always be like this?
Will it always be like this?
Will it always be like this?
Will it always be like this?

I could throw it away
But then she wouldn't have a reason to stay
There's this feeling inside
Like something here isn't right
The way she looks at me
Like I should run for my life

Will it always be like this?

Respite, regret, repeat
Respite, regret, repeat
Respite, regret, repeat