"Peace" lyrics

I've never been so tired
But I don't want to die alone
Never felt so undesired
I guess maybe I should go
I'm sitting in the rain now
The wind is cold against my face
I feel like I want to scream out
And tap out of the human race

You've never been so cold
I just need to know
When you were with me
Was there ever peace?
In your mind, I guess
Second's never best
When you were with me
Was there ever peace?

I try to ask you questions
About where you think it all went wrong
You think I'd start to learn my lesson
I can feel the fire in your bones
You've got a lot up in your head now
I wish that I could take away
My gut is telling me to let go
Before it's too late

You've never been so cold
I just need to know
When you were with me
Was there ever peace?
In your mind, I guess
Second's never best
When you were with me
Was there ever peace?

Walking home alone
Staring at my phone
Caught with no release
I just couldn't see
Silver, never gold
Questions left untold
When you were with me
Was there ever peace?