"Buckle Up Freestyle" lyrics

Yeah, yeah (Buckle up)
Yeah, I should've [?]
First time on a Havoc beat
Legendary
Always I'm in some shit

Okay
I'm just tryna close the gap
Between me and my soul I'm trapped
Inside my self-perception cage
I say, Russ, come out, Noah Schnapp
I've grown attached to holdin' back
I'm hoping that I'm over that
Because I noticed that I've been swinging for the fences with a broken bat
But the overlap between my dreams and real life is astounding
For example, I've made 50 million dollars and I'm not rounding
But I'm sounding like I'm bragging 'bout my paper, Michael Scott
But that's some bullshit, they say Russell's trippin' Michael's final shot
Oh well so be it
Heart was cold, had to reheat it
Santiago made it to the pyramids performed in Egypt
Know y'all seen it
If you didn't, what's that say about the media
They trippin' on the internet and I do not use Expedia
I gotta private travel agent concierge
On Saudi Air, I'm takin' pictures with the flight attendant
She said I'll be there, where, at your show
I said it's 20,000 people so unless you front row
I probably wouldn't see you, that's just how it goes
I play this game on classic mode until the casket close
The road to success is under construction and I drove over all the traffic cones
I'm down the rabbit hole of overthinking paths I chose
But I can't go back, that's why I can't relax
I'm playin' wack-a-mole with problems and I'm lacking speed
No wonder I drank rapidly
Passin' weed, the pounds were limitless
I was coppin' Master P's
The strategy was apathy, but luckily I slipped up
I called myself out on my bullshit, luckily I picked up

I mixed up my confidence with all my insecurities
I been securing the whole family but who's securing me
I know I'm bleeding and a bandaid ain't gon' cut it for this cut
I know my shadows been behind the wheel, I should've buckled up

Well, ha
I should've [?]