"Eyes Rolled Back" lyrics

Blasted, scatter-brain
Happy with a little bit 'cause I never had a thing
Pop Os to the X
What I needed was XOs
Been getting high like I fiend for the next low
Beg for the love like I love the rejection
Crash my life just to pause for reflection
Long as I get to feel just one touch of perfection

Laying on the floor with my eyes rolled back
Tryna feel alive before I got flat
You don't got to tell me, I know that
I ain't gonna lie slow like this

I am so geeked, I'm a goner
I think I'm reaching nirvana
I am not sure if these are my people
Or if they just complete my persona
You can go leave me here longer
Y'all give me the heebie-jeebies
Don't wanna sleep how you wake up or die how you live
So greedy, upon your empires I piss
I'm fire, I'm mist, I'm blizzards and mud
I am attention and I'm "just because"
I'm faith in a friend that slowly dissolves
I'm the tears of joy when you've known all along
I'm fucking, I'm fighting, I'm trusting, I'm trysting
I'm fifty-percent perfect if I could splice him
You love me, you love me, I swear
But until then, I'm

Laying on the floor with my eyes rolled back
Tryna feel alive before I got flat
You don't got to tell me, I know that
I ain't gonna lie slow like this