"close my eyes" lyrics

Always running through my head
If I saw you in person, my face would get red
Maybe in the future we can hang out, all alone
But for right now, I'm already dead

I close my eyes, and I'm holding your hand
And I open my eyes, and I'm alone in bed
And I can't get out this cycle, I'm losing my mind
Oh, I'm losing my mind, my mind, my mind

Even if you gave me a chance
We'll probably stop talking after a couple of weeks
But move on, and go find a new guy
And then you will date him, and then I'll wonder why that wasn't me

And then I'll go insane, question what I did wrong
Question all my mistakes, I made none
And then I'll realize that, she doesn't want me back
It's probably 'cause I'm just a loser

I close my eyes, and I'm holding your hand
And I open my eyes, and I'm alone in bed
And I can't get out this cycle, I'm losing my mind
Oh, I'm losing my mind, my mind, my mind

I close my eyes, and I'm holding your hand
And I open my eyes, and I'm alone in bed
And I can't get out this cycle, I'm losing my mind
Oh, I'm losing my mind, my mind, my mind