"Out Of My Skin" lyrics

I'm thinking of the way I was living at the island
Waking up early and taking my time
Sleeping in a bright light and dreaming [?]
I'm reaching for the hands I know I'll never hold again
Slipping in and out, out of my skin
Dipping in the bright
Now seems I've got the happy ending
I take my time

Never should have left you
I never should have tried
I never should have left you... behind

And all of that time I spent
Wishing I was something whole
Out of my mind, out of my skin
I can never let you go

I never should have left you
I never should have tried
Slipping in and out out of my skin
I waste my time

Away I'll wait, dreaming of an island
Stay [?] you cross my mind

You crossed my mind, I broke my heart
Slipping in and out, out of my [?]
Tripping in the dark

I never should have left you
I never should have tried
I never should have left you... behind