"Realize Real Life" lyrics

I was feeling beat up by everything and everything was
Feel alright, we can try but we can't change this

No we can't change this real life
No we can't change this real life

I was open to conflict and I see it, I could see it
Right in front of my eyes, we can realize but we can't change

No we can't change this real life
No we can't change this real life

But we can't fear this

It felt awful, demented to say it and to mean it
And right out of the blue, I can change
But I won't change you