"thanatophobia" lyrics

I used to watch TV
And just stare blankly ahead
Parents were always arguing
That's just how it went
And that meant that as I grew older
I was easily upset
My heart it grew colder
Until the day that we met

I don't expect you to feel the same way as me
I just so glad that I can feel these things, see

I'm not scared of going under
I'm not scared of being used
I'm not scared of lightning and thunder
I'm scared of losing you

I never wanted to buy things
Or go out my way
All these feelings were hiding
Waiting for the day
That you came

I don't expect you to feel the same way as me
I just so glad that I can feel these things, see

I'm not scared of going under
I'm not scared of being used
I'm not scared of lightning and thunder
I'm scared of losing you

I don't care 'bout how I look here
As long as you're looking at me
I don't know what it is about you
But I'd love to wait and see

I'm not scared of going under (I'm not scared)
I'm not scared of being used (Ohh)
I'm not scared of lightning and thunder (Woah)
I'm scared of losing you (Ooh)
I'm not scared of going under (I'm not scared)
I'm not scared of being used (Ohh)
I'm not scared of lightning and thunder (Woah)
I'm scared of losing you (Ooh)
I'm not scared of going under