"Fun" lyrics

Long dark hair I bleached blonde
I would take anything, I would kiss anyone
I'd stay out all night, sleep 'til 2
And I still liked all my tattoos
Forever 21 ten-dollar skirt
Wasn't scared of the world, didn't know how it worked
I just laughed too much when I got too high
Now I'm paranoid as fuck and I don't know why

I smoke a little weed, think my throat's closing
I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it
I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe
I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me
And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else
So I drink a little but I never let myself get drunk
I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun

All of my friend are havin' kids
But I'm scared I'd mess it up if I ever did
Am I an old soul, or just depressed?
The line is gettin' blurry, but I'm doin' my best
I try and I try but every time

I smoke a little weed, think my throat's closing
I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it
I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe
I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me
And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else
So I drink a little but I never let myself get drunk
I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun

I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun
I don't know anymore, but I swear that I did once
Lookin' at my zodiac (Lookin' at my zodiac)
Hopin' that I'll get it back (Get it back)
'Cause every time

I smoke a little weed, I think my throat's closing
I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it
I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe
I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me
And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else
So I drink a little but I never let myself get drunk
I don't how to have, I don't know how to have fun