"Understand" lyrics
I've been trapped inside a cell except the prison is a structure in my brain
I've got a monster deep inside me breaking loose that can't be tamed
And there's a bomb inside my mental with a clock that ticks away
When it explodes I hope you've had the time to pray
I will mask you with the darkness and the sorrow
And I'll inflict you with the pain that makes me hollow
And suffocate you with the hate that I've been giving
That put me inside this prison
It's a pill that I swear you don't wanna swallow
And you don't even know that it will eat you
It pins you to the floor as it defeats you
And it will leave you wanting more with such a hunger
Guaranteed it pulls you under
To the point there isn't anything beneath you
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
Tell me what do you expect of me
Tryna gather my thoughts all collectively
I'm at war with myself and I'm losing energy
I swear these demons inside will be the death of me
What's left of me
I'm sitting all alone with the writings on the wall
I can feel em caving in, I got no one left to call
It's a battle I can't win, plus they'd rather see me fall
I'm at the point of no return, do I even care at all?
Feeling so alone, all I do is play pretend
The smiles that you see is just the mask I'm living in
I'm haunted by my past, I swear there's no escaping it
No, there's no erasing it
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
I've got a monster deep inside me breaking loose that can't be tamed
And there's a bomb inside my mental with a clock that ticks away
When it explodes I hope you've had the time to pray
I will mask you with the darkness and the sorrow
And I'll inflict you with the pain that makes me hollow
And suffocate you with the hate that I've been giving
That put me inside this prison
It's a pill that I swear you don't wanna swallow
And you don't even know that it will eat you
It pins you to the floor as it defeats you
And it will leave you wanting more with such a hunger
Guaranteed it pulls you under
To the point there isn't anything beneath you
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
Tell me what do you expect of me
Tryna gather my thoughts all collectively
I'm at war with myself and I'm losing energy
I swear these demons inside will be the death of me
What's left of me
I'm sitting all alone with the writings on the wall
I can feel em caving in, I got no one left to call
It's a battle I can't win, plus they'd rather see me fall
I'm at the point of no return, do I even care at all?
Feeling so alone, all I do is play pretend
The smiles that you see is just the mask I'm living in
I'm haunted by my past, I swear there's no escaping it
No, there's no erasing it
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
Somebody help me understand
'Cause I don't know what's running through my mind
Everyday I feel I'm running outta time
It's been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me
But I don't think there's any saving me
