"Jodie" lyrics

Tonight I'll stay awake long enough
To stop breathing
And I wonder how long it will take
Before I pass out
Drunk off night skies
Lying on hills
Wet grass below
Blue black above
I will carry all the weights tonight

'Cause I keep remembering the day that
You said you might go crazy
If you spent one more minute with me
Well I been thinking about those days and I don't know
Is one more minute going to kill you now?

Stop me before I say too much
So now I've been alone and it's been going
But tomorrow might not come
If I don't let it
So don't forget the mornings that we spent
Deep inside out heads
Staring at blank walls
'Cause that's what counts

And I don't know
But I'm trying to let you go
And I can't cut too well
These strings I have around my neck
I'm trying to let you go
I'm trying to let you go
I'm doing this by myself

Now I've been alone and it's been going
But tomorrow might not come
If I don't let it so
Don't forget the mornings that we spent
Deep inside out heads
Staring at blank walls
That's what counts

And I don't know
But I'm trying to let you go
And I can't cut too well
These strings I have around my neck
I'm trying to let you go
I'm trying to let you go
I'm doing this by myself

Don't forget we sent
Letters to ourselves
Without words
And it was just to remember
Just to remember
Just to remember
Just to remember those days
That we spent in our heads