"Damaged Thoughts" lyrics
Still in the field, mm
Still in the field, I ain't doin no hidin' nigga, uh, uh (Lawrence production)
Jump in the coupe, finna take me a ride
Turn up the music, alot on my mind
My nigga ain't make it, it's makin' me cry
Still slidin' on opps, tryna make one die
I was down on my dick, they ain't offer me help
Depression took over, ain't feelin' myself
Granny said I got her, don't need nobody else
Got the fye on me now, it's concealed by the belt
Told my cousin, I'm coolin', you know I'm a soldier
Don't worry 'bout me, hope I'm here when it's over
I don't want the scat, but I might get the rover
Abusin' codeine, dropped a eighth in my soda
She callin' and textin', want me to come over
She know I'm a gunna, feel safe when I hold her
Been lookin for love ever since I got older
With her I feel different, I finally had told her
They want me to die, and they want me arrested
Glizzy on me, I still post in my section
Gunners with me, they make sure I'm protected
Got the drop when we spinned, with them bodies we selfish
We gon' bump head if we all outside
Tell the opps don't tell when you niggas start dyin'
Want a few niggas dead I'ma say about nine
Finna go on a spree, won't waste no time
Go down for a M, and these niggas start tellin'
My daddy a gansta', I grew up round felons
Ain't trustin' nobody, my trust in my weapon
My brother had died, hope he made it to heaven
Double tappin' the Glock, this bitch empty in seconds
Protectin' my heart, the inside of me damaged
I'm playin' my part, know these bitches be messy
Blood on the streets, niggas know it get deadly
Spendin' money on guns, could've bought me a chevy
I ain't duckin' no rec, tell them niggas we ready
Used to spin with a tec, all them niggas was scary
Was thuggin' at ten, lookin' up to my daddy
Lovin' them Glocks, on the back, put switches
Still on a road, on a road to the richest
Flew out of town, need a break from the trenches
Million dollar nigga, gotta change how I'm livin'
I picture me rich, and they picture me murdered
I'm smokin' exotic, inlove with the purple
Send them gunna's to spin, and they comin' to dirt you
Get killed for the free, even though this shit personal
Still will pull up myself when they pissin' me off
Brodie told me to chill, I'm becomin' a boss
Due for a win, it was loss after loss
Pay for that body, no matter the cost
Pay for that body, no matter the cost
Ride for ya' brother that's what I was taught
Fightin' depression them battles I fought
The way I've been feeling I know its my fault
Hard to be happy too lost in my thoughts
Go to see the reaper he just wanna talk
Ain't ridin' for bro then we droppin' you off
Name on the list then we knockin' em off
Kept it real since the start I ain't showin' no flaws
He got hit in his leg so it fuck wit' his walk
Heard he died from that talkin' now tell em' to talk
Bled out red but he got white chalk
Told on his mans soon as they got caught
Only here by myself won't say what I saw
If I ever stop spinnin' them bodies in vaults
Still in the field, I ain't doin no hidin' nigga, uh, uh (Lawrence production)
Jump in the coupe, finna take me a ride
Turn up the music, alot on my mind
My nigga ain't make it, it's makin' me cry
Still slidin' on opps, tryna make one die
I was down on my dick, they ain't offer me help
Depression took over, ain't feelin' myself
Granny said I got her, don't need nobody else
Got the fye on me now, it's concealed by the belt
Told my cousin, I'm coolin', you know I'm a soldier
Don't worry 'bout me, hope I'm here when it's over
I don't want the scat, but I might get the rover
Abusin' codeine, dropped a eighth in my soda
She callin' and textin', want me to come over
She know I'm a gunna, feel safe when I hold her
Been lookin for love ever since I got older
With her I feel different, I finally had told her
They want me to die, and they want me arrested
Glizzy on me, I still post in my section
Gunners with me, they make sure I'm protected
Got the drop when we spinned, with them bodies we selfish
We gon' bump head if we all outside
Tell the opps don't tell when you niggas start dyin'
Want a few niggas dead I'ma say about nine
Finna go on a spree, won't waste no time
Go down for a M, and these niggas start tellin'
My daddy a gansta', I grew up round felons
Ain't trustin' nobody, my trust in my weapon
My brother had died, hope he made it to heaven
Double tappin' the Glock, this bitch empty in seconds
Protectin' my heart, the inside of me damaged
I'm playin' my part, know these bitches be messy
Blood on the streets, niggas know it get deadly
Spendin' money on guns, could've bought me a chevy
I ain't duckin' no rec, tell them niggas we ready
Used to spin with a tec, all them niggas was scary
Was thuggin' at ten, lookin' up to my daddy
Lovin' them Glocks, on the back, put switches
Still on a road, on a road to the richest
Flew out of town, need a break from the trenches
Million dollar nigga, gotta change how I'm livin'
I picture me rich, and they picture me murdered
I'm smokin' exotic, inlove with the purple
Send them gunna's to spin, and they comin' to dirt you
Get killed for the free, even though this shit personal
Still will pull up myself when they pissin' me off
Brodie told me to chill, I'm becomin' a boss
Due for a win, it was loss after loss
Pay for that body, no matter the cost
Pay for that body, no matter the cost
Ride for ya' brother that's what I was taught
Fightin' depression them battles I fought
The way I've been feeling I know its my fault
Hard to be happy too lost in my thoughts
Go to see the reaper he just wanna talk
Ain't ridin' for bro then we droppin' you off
Name on the list then we knockin' em off
Kept it real since the start I ain't showin' no flaws
He got hit in his leg so it fuck wit' his walk
Heard he died from that talkin' now tell em' to talk
Bled out red but he got white chalk
Told on his mans soon as they got caught
Only here by myself won't say what I saw
If I ever stop spinnin' them bodies in vaults
Writer(s): Screwly G
