"Lost Soul" lyrics
Just wanna know where you been
Tryna find where my soul had went
Not halfway, we all in
Bro went to trial and they gave him a 10
Gettin' 'em out and we gettin' 'em in
At the trap house liftin' weight like a gym
4580 that'll take off a limb
Walk down in the winter, got blood on my Timbs
I'm just a lost soul, baby
Gunnas with me daily
Granny be sacred, say she prayin' for me
She don't know I'm a gangster, don't worry 'bout me
In the streets where we murder
My gang play for keeps
Smokin' weed all day, prolly won't even eat
Any thought in my head, they be fuckin' with me
Tried to tame it with meds
It wasn't workin' for me
Dyin' on the inside, I been losin' my mind
Lost my dad, my soul died
Lost lil Boog, my soul cried
Fuck them niggas turned they back on me
Lost lil bro in a month, popped 3
Tried to kill myself 'cause I hate bein' me
Couldn't think straight, I was spinnin' for weeks
Lot of shells, lot of blood left all in the streets
Hurtin' for a while 'cause this pain run deep
Out late through the night, ain't been gettin' no sleep
Wanna tell you some things 'cause it's not what you think
Missin' my cousin, I'm missin' you Tink
Go to your grave and I cry, I don't speak
The way we turned out, I wish you could see
Gotta stay focused, they countin' on me
Long live Mane but the blame on me
I just wanna say I'm sorry, my nigga
Shootin' at the [?], you'd still be here
You'd still be alive, my nigga
Get you some rest
Last opp, uh, they put holes in his chest
Cuz wants bodies, he's askin' "who's next?"
You know when we slide, we be makin' a mess, uh oooh yea
I swear, I don't know what to do
Losing lil Booji, that fucked up the crew
All them new niggas 'round got me askin', "who you?"
Thought you was solid, played me like a fool
That shit hurt my heart when they changed out the blue
I was the one hittin' them cuts and they knew
Send my lil Gunna to walk up on dude - he dead
Hit a nigga top, no legs
Spin a nigga block, they scream "code red"
I heard he died from the shit that he said
Tried to crash out, I wasn't usin' my head
Full of them drugs, doped up on meds
Stare at the wall when I lay in my bed
I lost my brother, was more than my friend
Thoughts of killin' myself when I lost my twin, yea yea
Far from okay, I just try to pretend
Hope you be round when this shit hit the fan
I lost my dawg and lost all my hands
Got it right back but still missin' my mans
Missin' lil Booji, was my best friend
Spinnin' forever, you know 'til the end
Slick the door back, one hand out the van, yea yea
Scratch a opp niggas off our list
Spin a nigga block
Shots fired - 3 hit
They keep losin' they niggas
I know they pissed
Tryna find where my soul had went
Not halfway, we all in
Bro went to trial and they gave him a 10
Gettin' 'em out and we gettin' 'em in
At the trap house liftin' weight like a gym
4580 that'll take off a limb
Walk down in the winter, got blood on my Timbs
I'm just a lost soul, baby
Gunnas with me daily
Granny be sacred, say she prayin' for me
She don't know I'm a gangster, don't worry 'bout me
In the streets where we murder
My gang play for keeps
Smokin' weed all day, prolly won't even eat
Any thought in my head, they be fuckin' with me
Tried to tame it with meds
It wasn't workin' for me
Dyin' on the inside, I been losin' my mind
Lost my dad, my soul died
Lost lil Boog, my soul cried
Fuck them niggas turned they back on me
Lost lil bro in a month, popped 3
Tried to kill myself 'cause I hate bein' me
Couldn't think straight, I was spinnin' for weeks
Lot of shells, lot of blood left all in the streets
Hurtin' for a while 'cause this pain run deep
Out late through the night, ain't been gettin' no sleep
Wanna tell you some things 'cause it's not what you think
Missin' my cousin, I'm missin' you Tink
Go to your grave and I cry, I don't speak
The way we turned out, I wish you could see
Gotta stay focused, they countin' on me
Long live Mane but the blame on me
I just wanna say I'm sorry, my nigga
Shootin' at the [?], you'd still be here
You'd still be alive, my nigga
Get you some rest
Last opp, uh, they put holes in his chest
Cuz wants bodies, he's askin' "who's next?"
You know when we slide, we be makin' a mess, uh oooh yea
I swear, I don't know what to do
Losing lil Booji, that fucked up the crew
All them new niggas 'round got me askin', "who you?"
Thought you was solid, played me like a fool
That shit hurt my heart when they changed out the blue
I was the one hittin' them cuts and they knew
Send my lil Gunna to walk up on dude - he dead
Hit a nigga top, no legs
Spin a nigga block, they scream "code red"
I heard he died from the shit that he said
Tried to crash out, I wasn't usin' my head
Full of them drugs, doped up on meds
Stare at the wall when I lay in my bed
I lost my brother, was more than my friend
Thoughts of killin' myself when I lost my twin, yea yea
Far from okay, I just try to pretend
Hope you be round when this shit hit the fan
I lost my dawg and lost all my hands
Got it right back but still missin' my mans
Missin' lil Booji, was my best friend
Spinnin' forever, you know 'til the end
Slick the door back, one hand out the van, yea yea
Scratch a opp niggas off our list
Spin a nigga block
Shots fired - 3 hit
They keep losin' they niggas
I know they pissed
